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Autobiography tells of journey back from throes of addiction

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Joe Putignano found redemption in writing and performing. (Photo by Thomas Synnamon)

There are movements, sounds and smells in sports that become an important part of the ritual of each particular sport and they often become a comforting factor for the athlete.

It could be the lacing of your cleats on the soccer field, the pop of the tennis ball coming off your racquet or the smell of chlorine when you walk into a pool.

For gymnast Joe Putignano, it was the feel of the mats hitting his feet during tumbling passes, the squeaking of his hands as he did giant swings on the high bar and the smell of chalk when he prepped for a routine.

Eventually his rituals changed and he found his comfort from the look of a tarnished spoon, the sound of rubber tubing and the smell of rubbing alcohol. Putignano was no longer a gymnast, he was a heroin addict.

The rituals of his once athletic lifestyle were replaced by a much darker way of living.

ā€œYou know those days when you donā€™t want to go to the gym, but you still go?ā€ Putignano says. ā€œThere were days when I didnā€™t want to shoot up, but I did anyway.ā€

Putignano grew up in the Boston area and showed promise as a gymnast early on in his career. He was twice invited to the Olympic training facility in Colorado Springs and won several state and regional competitions while competing on the six apparatus in menā€™s gymnastics.

With the pressure mounting in his late teens from his sport and his sexual identity, Putignano fell into the rave culture of the 1990s and all the drugs that came with it.

ā€œIn gymnastics, everyone sees your imperfections,ā€ Putignano says. ā€œI didnā€™t want to be judged anymore.ā€

Over the course of the next 10 years he bounced between his heroin addiction, rehab attempts, employment, homelessness and more rehab attempts. He was twice declared clinically dead from overdoses.

While he was working at the New York Times he was going home at lunch, shooting up and coming back to work. They sent him to what he calls his final rehab where he met a counselor who urged him to get back to gymnastics.

ā€œI kept trying to get clean because I didnā€™t want to give up on myself. I think that was ingrained in me because of sports,ā€ Putignano says. ā€œI started doing handstands and pushups and completely changed what I was doing. Within 90 days, the determination came back.ā€

Putignano Googled contortionists and found a group of acrobats in New York and discovered that he could use his talents to earn a living. He was still rediscovering his skills when he performed in Broadway Bares and ended up relapsing a few more times.

ā€œGetting back into shape was harder than I expected,ā€ he says. ā€œI had to relearn everything.ā€

He eventually landed a spot dancing, riding unicycle and dancing on stilts in Twyla Tharpā€™s ā€œThe Times They Are a Changinā€ which ran on Broadway for two years. The show was cancelled and he relapsed during the last week but realized he didnā€™t like being high anymore.

He jumped right back into performing at the Metropolitan Opera House and met the creative director of Cirque Du Soleilā€™s ā€œKAā€ and ā€œTotem,ā€ Robert Lepage, who asked him to embody the character of Crystal Man which Putignano portrayed for three years starting in 2009 on the ā€œTotemā€ tour.

Crystal Man represented spiritual evolution and change and Putignano refers to those three years with Cirque as ā€œmy beautiful hell.ā€

ā€œThere I was, surrounded by the best athletes in the world and I didnā€™t even audition for the job,ā€ he says. ā€œI worked harder at my craft and got stronger because I felt I had to prove that I belonged in an athletic acrobatic career.ā€

During his time on Broadway in the Tharp show, Putignano began putting his journey down on paper and during the ā€œTotemā€ tour with Cirque, he wrote the entire time.

ā€œWe did 10 shows a week and I could be found on the days off writing in a coffee shop, while the other athletes were off sightseeing,ā€ he says.

The resulting book, ā€œAcrobaddict,ā€ offers a look at the similar qualities that are possessed by athletes and addicts. Putignano hopes his journey can offer hope to others with an addiction.

According to the 2012 D.C. Youth Risk Behavior Study, LGBT youth in D.C. are more likely than their heterosexual peers to report illegal drug use including meth (23.7 vs. 2.6 percent) and heroin (18.1 vs. 2.7 percent).

In the D.C. metro area, Virginia Attorney General Mark Herring recently pointed to studies that indicate fatal heroin overdoses in the general population of Northern Virginia increased 164 percent from 2011 to 2013.

Putignano is currently in another type of recovery. Heā€™s recovering from surgeries to repair a torn rotator cuff in both shoulders and looming on the horizon are surgeries to repair a torn stomach muscle and damage to his ankle.

Because of his addiction issues, the rehabbing process is being done without painkillers. Along with his physical therapy and weightlifting, he is using nerve blockers, Tylenol, acupuncture and Neurontin to keep the pain under control.

The story of Putignanoā€™s surgeries without painkillers will be told in an upcoming video by Dr. Sanjay Gupta on CNN. At this time itā€™s unclear whether Putignanoā€™s career as an acrobat and contortionist is over.

For now, heā€™s writing a nonfiction book about the devil, taking classes toward becoming a physicianā€™s assistant and doing some modeling work.

At 37, he has been clean for seven years.

ā€œAthletics make me happy and movement gives me joy,ā€ Putignano says. ā€œI canā€™t wait to ride a bike again.ā€

 

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Every MLB team except this one celebrated Pride

Right-wingers react to ā€˜backlashā€™ against Rangers: ā€˜Bullying is unacceptableā€™

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Once again, the Texas Rangers opted not to celebrate Pride last month with a dedicated day or night on its 2024 promotion schedule. And once again, the American League West team is the only Major League operation to do so. 

This repeated omission by the reigning World Series champs has sparked what one conservative news site calls a ā€œridiculous backlash.ā€ As the Washington Examinerā€™s Kimberly Ross wrote this week:

ā€œThere is no getting away from these ubiquitous celebrations. Instead of ā€˜to each his own,ā€™ major league teams are nearly required to give in and perform in an effort to placate the loudest crowds. Itā€™s not good enough to include everyone at all times. You must kowtow or else. This kind of bullying is unacceptable, and itā€™s worth pushing back against whether youā€™re a regular citizen or the 2023 World Series champion Texas Rangers.ā€

But the only evidence of the ā€œbacklashā€ was a balanced report by Schuyler Dixon of the Associated Press that appeared on the website of KSAT-TV in San Antonio, detailing the frustrations of local LGBTQ advocates and fans. His report was posted by the AP under the headline: ā€œWhy are the Texas Rangers the only MLB team without a Pride Night?ā€ The virulently anti-trans British tabloid, the Daily Mail rehashed that same AP piece but added that LGBTQ groups were ā€œFURIOUSā€ without substantiating that claim with a single quote.Ā 

At most, DeeJay Johannessen, chief executive of the HELP Center, an LGBTQ organization based in Tarrant County, where the Rangers play, told the AP he felt ā€œkind of embarrassed.ā€ The Daily Mail headline writer was apparently ā€œkind ofā€ clickbaiting. 

ā€œIt’s kind of an embarrassment to the city of Arlington that their team is the only one that doesnā€™t have a Pride night,ā€ Johannessen said. Local advocate Rafael McDonnell said, ā€œIt pains me that this remains an issue [after] all these years.ā€

How painful? McDonnell told the AP he considered not attending the championship parade with his boyfriend when the Rangers celebrated their first World Series championship last fall. Ultimately, he decided to go. So much for ā€œFURIOUS.ā€ 

McDonnell is the communications and advocacy manager for the Resource Center, which is an organization that grew out of the AIDS crisis in the 1980s. He added that his group has worked with the Rangers, at their invitation, to help them develop a policy of inclusion, starting about five years ago.

The team has sent employees to volunteer for programs supporting its efforts in advocating for marriage equality and transgender rights.

Although McDonnell said members of the Rangers staff keep in contact with him, he told the AP he canā€™t recall any conversations with the team since its five-game victory over the Arizona Diamondbacks in last yearā€™s World Series. 

ā€œFor a long time, Iā€™ve thought that it might be somebody very high up in the organization who is opposed to this for some reason that is not clearly articulated,ā€ McDonnell said. ā€œTo say that the Rangers arenā€™t doing anything for the community, well, they have. But the hill that they are choosing to stake themselves out on is no Pride night.ā€

The Rangers did celebrate Mexican heritage during a game last month, and also host nights throughout the season dedicated to other groups as well as the Boy Scouts, the Girl Scouts, first responders, teachers, and the military. The team also recognizes universities from around the Dallas-Fort Worth area and other parts of the Lone Star State. But not Pride. 

Why? The Rangers issued a statement, very similar to one from 2023. It lists various organizations the team has sponsored and steps it has taken internally to ā€œcreate a welcoming, inclusive, and supportive environment for fans and employees.ā€

ā€œOur longstanding commitment remains the same: To make everyone feel welcome and included in Rangers baseball ā€” in our ballpark, at every game, and in all we do ā€” for both our fans and our employees,ā€ the team said. ā€œWe deliver on that promise across our many programs to have a positive impact across our entire community.ā€

ā€œI think it’s a private organization,ā€ said Rangers fan Will Davis. ā€œAnd if they don’t want to have it, I don’t think they should be forced to have it.ā€ Davis is from Marble Falls, about 200 miles southwest of the stadium in Central Texas and attended a recent game with his son’s youth baseball team.

ā€œI think if it were something where MLB said, ā€˜Weā€™re not participating in this,ā€™ but the MLB does participate in it. And the Rangers have chosen not to,ā€ said Rangers fan Misty Lockhart, who lives near told the ballpark. Lockhart told the AP she attends almost three dozen games every season. ā€œI think that’s where I take the bigger issue, is they have actively chosen not to participate in it.ā€

While Lockhart says she doesn’t see Pride night as a political issue, she suggested there would be more pressure on the Rangers if their stadium was downtown, in the heart of Dallas County, where the majority of elected officials are Democrats. Tarrant County, home to Arlington, Fort Worth and Global Life Stadium, is generally more conservative, just like the governor, lieutenant governor, legislature, and fans like Will Davis. 

ā€œIn something like this, this is a way for people to go as a state,ā€ Davis told the AP. ā€œWe don’t want the political stuff shoved down our throats one way or the other, left or right. We’re coming out here to have a good time with friends or family and let it be.ā€

Unfortunately, some Rangers fans decided they could not ā€œlet it beā€ the one time the team welcomed local LGBTQ groups to a game as part of a fundraising event, as it does for other groups. This was in September 2003, two years after the Chicago Cubs hosted what is considered the first-ever Pride game. At that time, Rangers fans raged about the invitation on a website, and showed up to protest outside the stadium before that game. 

The Rangers never extended that invitation again. 

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Haters troll official Olympics Instagram for celebrating gay athlete and boyfriend

Campbell Harrison clapped back at online trolls

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Olympian Campbell Harrison has already conquered an eating disorder, anxiety, depression, and disappointment for skipping the Tokyo Summer Games so he could support his older sister in her battle with cancer. 

So, heā€™s saying ā€œno wuckaā€™sā€ (meaning, ā€œno problemā€ in Aussie lingo) to the bigots, trolls, mongrels, and “drongos” (meaning, ā€œdicksā€ and ā€œfools,ā€ respectively) who plastered their disapproval in the comments of an Instagram post celebrating him as the first LGBTQ sport climber in Olympic history. 

The post wasnā€™t even his; the official Olympics Instagram account shared pictures from his qualifying climb from November 2023, and tagged Harrison earlier this week. 

ā€œCelebration kiss for the ages šŸ˜˜šŸŒˆā€ reads the caption. ā€œAfter not making it to Tokyo 2020, Australian sport climber Campbell Harrison did not give up and four years later secured a quota spot for the Olympic Games #Paris2024. It was an emotional victory celebrated together with his partner, Justin.ā€

Harrison, having seen the negative comments multiply, took them in stride with a snappy response that included a tag to his boyfriend, Justin Maire, whose account is private.  

ā€œAll these people mad cause we’re hotter than they are šŸ˜˜,ā€ Harrison wrote. 

Harrisonā€™s mother, Yvette, shared her support: ā€œI could not be more proud of you my beautiful son. You and Justin are such a beautiful couple and we love you both very much. šŸ³ļøā€šŸŒˆšŸ™Œā¤ļøā€

There were plenty of other supportive comments, and haters were called out, too: ā€œI love all the people following the @Olympics page due to the Olympic spirit (among other values), who donā€™t see the irony of bashing an Olympic athlete because of who they love,ā€ wrote out travel writer and LGBTQ rights advocate Mikah Meyer.

The person managing the official Olympics Instagram account was asked to do a better job curating the comments, which were largely vitriolic and cruel. The account posted this plea: ā€œLet’s keep our community positive ā¤ļø Please ensure your comments are respectful and avoid any language that could be offensive, or harmful to others. We reserve the right to remove comments that do not adhere to this guideline.ā€ 

Gay Olympic champion diver Matthew Mitcham commented: ā€œ15 years ago I kissed my partner on camera when I won in Beijing 2008. This one post by @olympics has received more hate than I did in my whole career.ā€Ā 

Today is Harrisonā€™s 28th birthday. He, his boyfriend and his mother recently spoke with Climbingā€™s Holly Yu Tung Chen. She wrote: 

ā€œCampbell arrived in the world on June 28, 1997, screaming inconsolably. Unlike his three other siblings, who were all ā€˜peaches and cream,ā€™ said Yvette, baby Campbell was “squishy and cuddly, yes ā€” but he had a lot to say from the word go.”

ā€œCampbell started climbing at age eight when Russell took the children to the Victorian Climbing Centre and noticed Campbellā€™s immediate vigor. Itā€™s the age-old climber tale: Campbell almost immediately lost interest in the other sports he dabbled in, including swimming, soccer, and track and field. All he wanted to do was climb.ā€

Harrison told Climbing although he never actually ā€œcame outā€ as gay, he never hid his sexuality, and simply made sure his parents and siblings knew who he was. For example, when he told the family heā€™d be joining Climbing Cuties, an affinity group for queer climbers, they told him to have fun. On another occasion, Harrison let them know heā€™d be taking part in a panel for queer climbers, and his parents asked if they could attend. 

As for his boyfriend, Harrison told Climbing they met cute. 

ā€œIn the age where most people meet online, we had the classic story of catching each otherā€™s eye from across the room,ā€ said Harrison. Maire told the reporter he recognized Campbell from social media, where the climber does not hide their relationship, and that often results in comments that his posts have ā€œgotten too political.ā€

ā€œHow is that political?ā€ he asked, rhetorically, noting that most of the hateful comments he receives online come from Americans. ā€œWhy should I change the way I feel just because of someone elseā€™s perception of me?ā€ he said. 

Last November, the only climber to top the menā€™s finals route during the IFSC Oceania Qualifier in Melbourne was Harrison. Watching him ascend were his parents and boyfriend, as he clipped the final draw and collapsed inward, his hands covering his face as he was lowered down. He had punched his ticket to Paris with this win. 

Once he was on the ground, Harrison made a beeline to Maire, where they hugged and kissed, as recorded on Instagram.

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Washington Mystics to hold annual Pride game

Team to play Dallas Wings on Saturday

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The Washington Mystics will be having their upcoming Pride game on Saturday against the Dallas Wings.

The Mystics Pride game is one of the teamā€™s theme nights they host every year, with Pride night being a recurring event. The team faced off against the Phoenix Mercury last June. Brittney Griner, who Russia released from a penal colony in December 2022 after a court convicted her of importing illegal drugs after customs officials at Moscowā€™s Sheremetyevo Airport found vape canisters with cannabis oil in her luggage, attended the game.Ā 

Unlike the NBA, where there are currently no openly LGBTQ players, there are multiple WNBA players who are out. Mystics players Emily Englster, Brittney Sykes, and Stefanie Dolson are all queer.

The Mystics on June 1 acknowledged Pride Month in a post to its X account.

ā€œCelebrating Pride this month and every month,ā€ reads the message.

The game is on Saturday at 3 p.m. at the Entertainment and Sports Arena (1100 Oak Drive, S.E.). Fans can purchase special Pride tickets that come with exclusive Mystics Pride-themed jerseys. 

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